Tired of Waiting, Finding and Anticipating ...

Still finding. Yep STILL FINDING. It has been exactly a week. No signs of anything to look forward to. Sent out several "self-promotion" emails but no luck still. The one and only face to face meet up that I went to bears no fruit, as yet. I guess if they didn't get back to me after a week, that is as good as a rejection right. Anyways as emotionally and mentally dejected as I am now, I still have to keep the fire burning cos i might not know when my luck will change. Yes, I hope I get something that is the best for me, not necessarily financially rewarding. Just something that is me.